Crazy as hell

In the past 36 hours, I have slept 6 hours, but not more than 3 consecutive ones ..spent most of them awake at my office hammering away at a project, the demo for which was today.

Was literally toiling away at the workstation with the team .. eliminating bugs.. reimplementing features.. what not.. was not getting a lot of success.. the application was very unstable, and all of us were really scared that it would crash during the demo... new bugs were being discovered all the time by the team doing the testing..

But validation has never been sweeter. Everything went fine, and there are only a few more bugs that we need to take care of, and most important of all: The client was happy.

crazy as hell..

How to deal...

There's one thing I remember about my school life through to the 12th grade more than anything else, backtalk that's not backtalk. I'll explain.

Normally, backtalk regarding a person is to be done in the absence of that person, to his friends or anybody. But, backtalk that's not backtalk is done in front of a person among a group of friends and is normally loud enough so the person can hear. The name will be pronounced loudly enough to catch attention and then a long discussion including sound and visual effects ensues. Such discussions are normally held by those who FEEL LIKE SHOWING they are better than the said person but know more than anything that they are not better if not worst.

It can be really annoying being close to people like these because they just can't help showing off, they know this is the only chance in their sick and pathetic lives that they will get to try and show others that they might be better than other persons. What's worst is the fact that when they are embarking on this "try" of theirs the person can think of no retorts to say on the spot, but once all of it is over and retorting will not matter the person will remember all the retorts he may ever need.

The only thing that seems fair to be done to these people is to knock the living daylights out of them, but, you don't want to stoop to their damn level, do you? No, you don't so you just murmur "Revenge" to yourself and let the matter go. This is really lucky for those idiots because, believe me, if my plans for revenge were ever carried out, a lot of people would be in many different stages of dying, and I would probably be in jail, which is one of the reasons why these plans remain just fantasies that you dream about to bring a little smile to your face.

There are also some kind of idiots who after insulting you actually expect help from you, you know, because they were so f@%&ing kind to you, it's pathetic. Unfortunately, if you give in thinking that if you help them they may not act as idiotic next time, then you tend to be idiotic yourself, because it is not in their genes to actually consider their needs for later, they always manage to Live for the moment! Damn As#$%&es, they will revert back to being dickheads in no time, and the next time they want help they say, "It was all in good fun!"I'm sure it wouldn't be so much fun if I just...

Anyway, if you know people like these, then the best thing you can do to help yourself is to kick that guy just once really hard in his balls, when he is least expecting it, if he doesn't back off, I'm really sorry for you.