21ery

so...
This is it...
I'm here at one of the last milestones of life.
So...
What now?

my last post was close to half a year ago, a lot has happened in that time. i wont say i have changed, because it's obvious that i have... everyone does

do you remember growing up? do you know when it happened or what made it happen?

do you know why you consider yourself grown up?

do you remember your last thoughts as a "child" or your first ones as an "adult"?

Maybe we are never fully grown up and maybe we are never only children...

five months...

That should be a long time for anyone with sane concepts of time, not so in this side of the city.

Time flies
Seasons change

It's a universally known fact, ok fine, globally known fact.

If events seem like blurs then it must mean I don't remember enough about them to reconstruct them completely, or weren't important enough to be alloted permanent storage. Some things, however, are hard to forget; the more you try to ignore them, the stronger they come back. If selective memory storage ever became a reality, not a single person would go for it unless they knew it was reversible. Let's cower in fear in anticipation of such a day...