the end that began some time ago is now coming to an end...
It is 5:11 am according to the computer clock and 5:11 am according to my cell-phone clock. One might wonder why I'm so early in the morning, what that one won't know is that I haven't slept in the night.
I didn't not sleep because of tension or the torturing memory of anyone. The reason was so disconnected from everything else in the world that no one would believe it, if I ever decided to tell it (I will never decide to tell it, except maybe to one person).
I had a university semester exam day-before yesterday and have one again three days from now. I do not care to discuss the preparation for the paper as it is (I have found) the most useless thing to do, ever. After this paper I have one on the 25th and the last one on 29th... It'll be over in the blink of an eye, like the pulling off of a band-aid stuck to hairy skin.
I have breathed a total of three sighs of relief over the past 4 months. That might seem like a small amount, but, I tell you it surely isn't. Considering all the opportunities there were for the sighs to be taken from me, it was a deeply pleasant surprise that I got the chance to do them. I have interview lists pending for my M.Tech. admission. It's strange that all the three sighs of relief relate to the admissions, in one way or another. I would like to say that I am planning a vacation once the exams end, but it seems I'll have to settle with "I was planning".
I await some sort of response from either of the two institutes at which I applied. I don't know which I'll get but it seems appropriate that doubts reigns supreme here too. If ever I got both of them,I have an almost equal number of points specifying the pros and cons of each of the institutes.
Breaths need to be held for a little longer, maybe a fourth sigh is on its way.
Who knows such things?
I didn't not sleep because of tension or the torturing memory of anyone. The reason was so disconnected from everything else in the world that no one would believe it, if I ever decided to tell it (I will never decide to tell it, except maybe to one person).
I had a university semester exam day-before yesterday and have one again three days from now. I do not care to discuss the preparation for the paper as it is (I have found) the most useless thing to do, ever. After this paper I have one on the 25th and the last one on 29th... It'll be over in the blink of an eye, like the pulling off of a band-aid stuck to hairy skin.
I have breathed a total of three sighs of relief over the past 4 months. That might seem like a small amount, but, I tell you it surely isn't. Considering all the opportunities there were for the sighs to be taken from me, it was a deeply pleasant surprise that I got the chance to do them. I have interview lists pending for my M.Tech. admission. It's strange that all the three sighs of relief relate to the admissions, in one way or another. I would like to say that I am planning a vacation once the exams end, but it seems I'll have to settle with "I was planning".
I await some sort of response from either of the two institutes at which I applied. I don't know which I'll get but it seems appropriate that doubts reigns supreme here too. If ever I got both of them,I have an almost equal number of points specifying the pros and cons of each of the institutes.
Breaths need to be held for a little longer, maybe a fourth sigh is on its way.
Who knows such things?
posted by The Man at 4:39:00 PM
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