so close...

Been in this country for about two weeks now, in a completely different city with completely different people. I am eagerly awaiting going back; I have loads to do and much less time to do it in. Everything generally works out in the end, or at least I hope it does. A big decision is rearing its ugly head and the fact that I don't want to take it even though it is the most logical and correct option must mean something is wrong with the way I'm approaching it. As always I will delay it till the very last of moments and then when it's too late and when I have no other choice and no other excuse I will make a split-second decision.

Something like that is obviously not a good thing to do.